⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ -abuse, trauma, rape
I'm 16 or 17 years old. I'm not in school, so it must be on a break. The weather is mild, not too hot, not too cold. Storm and his mom are kicked out of their apartment, and waiting for a duplex to become available for move in. So they decided to stay at a camp ground. Storm wants me to come with them. So I do. We share a tent with his mom at nights, but during the day she leaves us alone at the camp ground while she works. I want to do anything but go in to the tent alone with him while his mother is gone, but he makes me feel like I have to do what he wants me to do. It's the least I could do in exchange for him loving someone as ugly, stupid, and unlovable as me. So we go in to the tent. I feel him gently tracing the letter o over my skin. Then suddenly, I can hear the traffic sounds outside my apartment, and cheering from the nearby football stadium. Did I fall asleep? Was it just a nightmare? Logically I know I'm not in that tent anymore, yet I'm still too afraid to open my eyes... Because what if it wasn't just another nightmare? What if it's happening again? Then I feel my cats whiskers brush my face. I hear the gentle sounds of purring in my ear. I open my eyes, tears running down my cheeks. It was just a nightmare.
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